Most people’s testimony focuses on the circumstances that brought them to the Lord
and the time frame in which they were saved. My testimony certainly includes those
events but the evidence and fruits of salvation did not manifest themselves until
years after I was saved. I walked with the Lord in ways taught by the church Char
and I served in for 22 years. To most Christians I appeared to be serving the Lord
in all the right ways but I had been duped just like the majority of modern day believers.
I had been duped into believing that the church was within the four walls of a building
and that learned men of my denomination had the scriptures figured out. I went through
the motions of a faithful believer but really left no significant trail of fruit
behind. Both Char and I poured ourselves out for that church and looking back there
is a lot of us left in that church, and that’s the issue, it’s still in the church,
enclosed in the four walls. A number of self-righteous and legalistic people joined
that church and turmoil began to set in. Char and I had a difficult time understanding
why and where all the turmoil was coming from. One day we had our fill of the turmoil
and I decided to leave the church family that we had loved for over 20 years. I
didn’t know why I made such a snap decision but I did not want to be in that place.
God led us to The Way Ministries. He did so initially through the music ministry
but I have a hunch that it was his way of introducing us to the ministry where he
really wanted us to be serving. After a couple of weeks of singing on the worship
team we decided to stay for Pastor’s message. A week or so later Char and I decided
to go out on the streets. God began to deal with my heart the first night on the
streets. I saw people ministering to people who most folks, Christians included,
wouldn’t give the time of day to, much less a sandwich, and a hug. I saw genuine
love and caring where it was needed most, on the streets not inside the walls of
the church. The amazing thing is that there’s enough of God’s love to go around
but it rarely gets outside the walls in most churches. I also began to see evidence
of God’s miracles all over the ministry. I don’t remember seeing many miracles in
the old church we came from. The miracles I saw at The Way included healing and
restoration but the greatest were miraculously changed lives. I saw men and women
who were at one time locked in Satan’s grip but found the love and light of Jesus
to lead them out of the darkness. God’s message to me was “I have blessed you all
your life, I have given you prosperity in all areas of your life, and look what you’ve
done with it - not much”. I looked around and the message was crystal clear. If
God could snatch people from the grips of booze, drugs, self indulgence and all kinds
of evil and fill them with his love and compassion for others in the same boat, how
much more could he use me and the blessings he has poured out on me? I knew then
that God had me exactly where he wanted me.
Patrick Miller